Friday, February 22, 2013
E40 Says I Should Meet the Mailman
Had Tuesday and Wednesday off this week, as usual, and didn't do much at all. Didn't write. Didn't look for work. Didn't go to Broken Mic.
I played hide-and-seek, made cookies and sat with my wife watching TV. I don't do that enough.
Going to be a notable March for Bright Hub and I. I have six assignments and each one was my suggestion. My first deadline is March 1st, so I need to get down to business. Just don't feel like it yet.
I badly need to work on something creative, yet I feel the pressure to make it something awesome. I can't write "okay". It must be huge and successful. Hard to get rolling on something like that.
Resisting the urge to play a mindless free video game because it's easy. Not resisting well.
I need to put together something for The Penalty Flag, but I'm feeling like E40: I don't free-style, man. I don't rhyme for free. Pay-style only.
They never promised pay until I struck a bunch of page views. The newness has worn off.
Not sure what I'm saying here except what I feel. I need a stroke of luck. I'm feeling flat.